I was really worried about this for a minute and was gonna say something until I saw the last three gifs.
A wind has blown the rain away and blown the sky away and all the leaves away, and the trees stand. I think, I too, have known autumn too long.
Being alone isn’t easy.
Sometimes your heart swells to proportions your head can’t fathom
and your body feels altogether wrong
and you look outside and you look within
but the vast quietness of it all
stifles you to such stillness.
You are all that ever was, all that ever will be.
This reality, this static roar
fills your eyes and hands and limbs
fills your misbegotten intentions
fills that cupped and waiting silence of you
until you are swimming in the ambiguity of pure, unadulterated loneliness.
Resenting it. Mourning it. Relishing it.
being alone isn’t easy.